Well....soo much to catch up on....my my.....Well to start off I'm not fighting with Eli anymore .....We both said our sorrys and shit....I think were friends now....but i doubt it....but w/e. I don't care...School is school nothing really kool about it......
Me and Chris have been going out for like 2 months and a week or two! And were soo in love with each other! OMG! I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH! He told me like twice that he never wants to lose me.<3 ooo wow....Things r soo much better then from when we first went out. Much better. Sigh i love him sooo much u just don't know......<3
Well i don't know what eles to say but I LOVE MY PENGUIN!(Chris)
Kitty & Penguin = 4ever! 12/22/05 (I'm kitty btw)
Well....My b-day was kick ass....YES!!!!! So was battle of the bands....but i couldn't stay for the whole thing....That sucked....Cuz it was a half hour after past my bros driving crefue or and hour....idk....But druing some of it i feel asleep on chris....ahaha....Some ppls bands where that boring........Damn emo ppl......I love some emo ppl but others no way.... But over all I had the best 15 b-day ever!!! This saturday I'm going back to the shreman!! To see Forever Lost play again!! They kick ass!! I'm going with chris again....Hopefully I won't fall asleep this time....hahaha.....Maybe this time it will be 10 times as fun as last time....I hope... Hmmmmmm.....What else to talk about..... Ah... I know..
That fucking Eli bitch still won't leave me alone! My fucking god! She talks so much shit but she won't have the nerv to say it to my face....She said befor she wanted to fight me in school never happened....She's the fucking pussy....And i hurd she can't fight worth her life......She won't fight me in school. 
....Shes to afaird to get in trouble. I'd just love to see her try and kill me like she says shes going to do.....ahahahaha....She makes me laugh soo hard but if i see her i give her the most evilst greal 
......She could have died if looks could kill... lol
Enought about the pussy.....pussy...lol.....I'm in a band...We don't have a name yet were still working on that....Its me Chris...James...Breanne.....and i think thats it not sure...lol... Me and breanne are voclas... Chris bass.....James idk....lol.....Well i don't know what else to say soo i'm out......
I love u's!! But I love Chris More!!! 
xAprilx
OOhh god....Please save me from this hell hole....*sigh*...Everything is falling apart....And its all my fault....I hate myself....I just want to die....I should then everyone will be happy......I hate fighting with ppl...And also I will be know as a pussy in my school for backing out of a fight....That i started (sapposeabely)...*sigh*.....Sometimes i wish i were single cuz i'd have more fun...and shit...I have fun with chris....but...ya know.....And i should have know he would still be an asswhole....But there is just something about him that i can't hate...Something that
I LOVE SO MUCH!!! 
Why does this shit always happen to me...I just want all the war and shit to end...I had enough of it in my life bad enough I'm still fighting a war with myself...*sigh*...
PEACE NOT WAR!!!!!!
Well I'm out for now... xCherryx
OMG!!!! I love Chris!! 
<3333 Yeah I'm going back out with him......and I'm sooo happy and soo is he.....ahhhhh......We just started going out today....His ex wants to kick my ass....Oh boy......But i'll just tell her don't fuck with me or she'll have to fuck with my ex girlfriend Amanda....Ha then Eli want fuck with me then....(Eli is chris's ex girlfriend).......
Yeah I don't have school tommorrow....yes...winter break has began.....I'm not going back till January 3rd 2006......yeah boy.....but the sucky thing is I'm grounded for part of my winter break........narf......How u ask.....well last week I went to the mall with some of my friends.....We stayed there at the mall for a bit then we went of to my one friends boyfriends house....NOTE:I didn't tell my rents I was goin there......So i was at my friends boyfriends house for like a few hours.....Get back to the mall and find out my rents and some of my other friends were looking for me cuz it was stroming really reallly bad out like snow strom....and I've been gone for like ever.....call my mom finlally and I get yelled at sayn that I should come home right now and I was in trouble.....soo I told my rents that I had to go with my one friend to drop her cousin off...That was a lie......soo yeah thats how I got grounded......Soo my last day being grounded is the 28th of this month.... YAY!!!!
Hmmmmm..........Not much to say right now soo I'lll get back here maybe sometime soon
Peace xCherryx
Uhggg........My, My I hurt.....Welll my shoulder does.....I hurt it at Ashleys...I was trying to snowbored and Me and her were having a snow ball fight soo I like fell On my should like five million times.....It didn't hurt till today....LOL....Grrrrrr....So I went to the ER....Nothing is broken.....I just have a Huge ass bruse on my shoulder and I pulled something in it....:'(... so I have to have my arm in a sling.....Oh yeah......
My weekend was good I had Friday off cuz It was a snowday.....Yess but I stayed home....Same with Saturday....I stayed home .....Well NOt saturday night....Thats when I went to Ashleys....and yeah........Went to chruch on sunday then alittle after that thats when I was outside (at Ashleys) Playing in the snow with Ashley.....And thats when I hurt myself.....so yeah.......
Today was school.....And When My shoulder stared to hurt.....and my ribs......So i had an ice pack like all day for my shoulder...Plus my throght hurt.......yeah.....Today was just another day.....Of being me.....
boyfriendgirlfriendWell lets see here manda broke up with me....Long distacne relationships don't really work and her boyfriend wants her to himself.......I was never really going out with Ace....Long confuseing story.......So i'm not going there....so yeah I'm single......eh whats else is new......
Nothing much to say.....school sucks like always........sometime so does life.....but hey shit happens.... Well i'm out...
So I had to help clean out the basement. What fun. Then on Wednesday, my bro got his license ((sp)) so me and my bro went out to get our cousin and his girifriend, to got to the Votec.((sp)) Well on the way of droping my cousin off the car over heated.
So we had to stay at his house for a little. Then me, my bro went to go drop jay. The car died on a hill. So me and jay had to push it. Then I had to help my bro push it almost all the way down hill. So me and my bro were stuck at jay's till like one in the moring cuz our only way home was to wait till jays rents came home. So the next day at school I was like a total bitch! But then yesterday was kinda a good day. Chris is just being an asshole.
Telling ppl that i'm really really boring and my girlfriend don't like me. Well i talked to my girlfriend and ya she does like me. Why eles would she be going out with me. But the good thing was I got to hang out with my now boyfriend, Ace at the mall. Yeah me and him have been going out since yesterday.
I'm really happy about that one. And I might be going to his house tommorrow!
Cuz my bro might be in his band. Hes trying out. Well.....hmmmmmmm..... what else to say......nothing really....Well I'm out then. Later ppl. Damn it everything I wanted to say on this got delted god damn it! I had it typed up on here....Ready to post it and the web page shuts down!! MOTHER FUCKER! I FUCKING HATE THIS PEICE OF SHIT THAT IS CALLED A COMPUTER! IT DON'T LIKE ME AND IT DON'T WORK WORTH SHIT!
Anyways I'll try and remember.....hmmmmmmmmmmmm...............Well I stay home from school today cuz I'm not feeling well...ha.....like always......I sware I'll be like sick for life....I most likely will never get better......I really don't like school.....To many ppl sayin shit about me...Making shit up about me.....My god! Plus some ppl there just plain pissing me off......Well I'm not longer going to wear all black.....Cuz ppl calling me gothic and shit....Plus it was just making me more depressed.......*sigh*........I'm soooo bored....ha another thing like always....
I got a new girlfriend!!! Her name is Amanda! She lives in New Jersy....That sucks cuz I don't get to see her....Unless some how somthing comes up and we see each other for something...Idk.....
GRRRRRR.....I still like Chris.....My God!.....And I really Shouldn't but ya know.......I want to hate him but I can't..........
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................................... What else to say.....Nothing really....I guess.........Well I'm out....Peace.......
Hmmm
.....What to say....Theres not a whole lot going on.....I told some people that I'm Bi! I even had a girlfriend. She dumped me cuz her boyfriend doesn't know how to share....Well they have been going out for like 8 months....Its funny the first person I truley addimited my Sexuality to was my ex girlfriend Dezz! Then we told people that we were going out and we were bi! We both told each other we were bi on the same day and we decised to go out! I still am in love with Chris! He says he still loves me.....But I think hes lieing to me about it....He has a girlfriend....I like her....I mean I have a chrush on her....I even told her... Yes she is bi too! I still talk to Chris even though I'm kinda mad at him. With the whole breaking up with me then going back out with hes ex! But I don't really care...As long as hes happy I'm okay with it...
I got into a fight with one of my friends about stupided stuff! To long of a story! But it had to do with something at my Halloween Party...But she told me today that"I want to hate u but i can't!" I guess I'm just that loveable! I had many fights with people...But they all got fixed! Hmmm.....What eles is there to say..........I know there is more on my mind....I just can't remember..... Well if i do remember I'll just come back and type it in later!
Well later fellow readers!
